New year 2015 and Happiness?

New year came and we came up with new life resolutions & new you... 

Unfortunately, all the time there are people who try to bring you down and drag you to your past...

I just made a promise to myself that I am gonna be a new person and gonna change all the bad things about me. 

However, that will never happen because people always judge me based on my past. That means, whatever I try to do they will consider me as a bad person and cannot be trusted anymore.

I don't know whether I will be able to live in this kind of environment forever. I am stuck in the middle of life. To move forward at the same path will definitely give a smile on my face but full of torn. And To change my path will be very impossible.

It's only 3rd January, 2015 and my heart started to cry... The reality is just too hard  to accept. As if there is no happiness will come on my way. 

Should I keep on moving at the same road? I know it was the road I always wanted... But since my past is always there to be judge and questioned, should I stick with it? There is no chance for me to be a new person. Because for them, I am only me... For them I will always the bad person.

TRAVEL VS MONEY

Travelling is always the best thing to do in life for those who love to travel just like me! 

The first time I traveled out of Sabah was in 2007, to Penang. Haha! The opportunity given by UMS when Me and my band re-presented UMS for Band competition. And we won first place! 

I've been always dreaming to travel out of Malaysia. I'm dreaming of going to the place covered of snow, or sakura flower or deserted land.... It keeps on playing in my mind ! Always...and so far, I've been to Manila, Philippines; Hong Kong, Singapore and Bali, Indonesia. My next plan is Europe...how's that sound? 

But, money always the main matter especially those who not come from rich family. However, travelling nowadays is cheaper compared to previous years. I think only laaa...because now people can get cheaper airfare and like the Airasia said, now everyone can fly.

I always saw people travel and wonder where do they get money to travel. Haha... I sounded funny but seriously, I'm so impress the way those people save money to travel cause (frankly speaking) I hardly save money for travelling purpose although My salary sometimes reached 3K in a month. I sounded weird , no?

Anyway, if you have any idea how to save money for travel, please share! 

Have a nice day everyone.

Xoxo,

Travel&sing

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2014

It's 1st of January 2014. 

I suppose to be at home with family. But end up going out to find some peace.

The year has just started and God gave me a real big challenge in my life today.

Dear God,

I'm not blaming you at all. But I keep on asking what is your next plan on me.

I know everything happened for a reason. 

I'm not blaming anyone.

Not blaming myself neither.

Not blaming anything but waiting for God's answer.

It's just a beginning. This is just the 1st page of 2014 and another 364 pages to be written down.

I wish everyone a great Happiness in Life, a joyful Life, great Health and Good Luck for the Horse year.

#TravelnSing 

Travelling Alone?

Who doesn't love travel to other part of this world? So do I. More than I can say.  But, I admit I rarely travel due to some reasons. Money and company to travel.

Such a waste for not going out of my own place. Working for the entire of life and not doing any interesting things in my life! How does it sounds? A boring life isn't it? Well, not really actually because I am still busy with my singing life. It's just that, I feel pity for myself because not able to do something that I love!

I'm still single. I have no steady boyfriend that is going to be a real husband. I have my job and I gain some money from my singing job. Why on earth I still have money problem? I think it's because I'm a big spender! Spend my money for the unnecessary thing! Well, I thing I should start saving now. 

To be frank, I have no friend to travel with me. It's not that my friends doesn't like to travel. They love too! But, I know they have the same problem like I said before. Money matter! It's not that I don't want to help but I don't think I can afford to pay for another people. If only I could...

So today, I have decided to do something adventurous that I never thought before! To travel alone... What do you think? Have you ever travel alone in your life? Huhu..wish I can do this somewhere next year. Actually I've already book for Bali next year with few friends but some of them haven't confirm yet although I've already bought air ticket for them... 

So, to avoid the sadness and madness to repeat again, I rather travel alone!

I found a good blog for guide solotravelerblog.com

Wish me luck!

Adios!

Pentas Luar LKNS pada Hari Raya Ketua Menteri dan Barisan Kabinet Sabah

Beginilah tugasnya kalau sudah jadi penghibur. Orang lain beraya, kami menghibur. Sambil menghibur, kami makan. Mungkin itu salah satu punca juga badan para penyanyi ni makin cute. Haha! Tapi tida apa. Yang penting, semua sama-sama berhibur.

Baru-baru ni, barisan penghibur dari LKNS berada di Pentas Luar kompleks sukan Likas sempena Rumah Terbuka Ketua Menteri dan barisan Kabinet Sabah. Mungkin ada tang sempat datang tengok kami di luar tu, tapi yang pastinya memang ramai orang berbaris di canopy yang ada kambing panggang tu... Meriah sungguh canopy tu...haha! Tapi sedih memang sedih. Sendiri tidak sempat rasa kambing panggang tu...passpun! 

Apapun, terima kasih lah kepada para tetamu yang support kami masa tu, terutama sekali pak cik dan mak cik yang ada bejoget raya. Ada bahh joget-jogetan time tu..

Barisan Penghibur: Azrie, Devreny, Azeaini, Lulu dan Afiq

Tiga bunga di Hari Raya..hehe

The Double A. Afiq dan Azrie. 

Barisan Penghibur. Penyanyi dan Pemusik dari LKNS

Nampaknya para penghibur tahun ni sangat suka baju pink dan hitam....hahahaha!

P/s : Lepas ni memang kena buat yoga & workout kot! Tingu tu...lebar ja muka saya..hahaha

Cerita Raya 2013

Kuih makmur, batang buruk, almond london tatap jadi biskut utama yang dicari time menjelangnya Hari Raya.

Hello... Nampaknya ramai sudah yang masuk office hari ini kan? Apa cerita menarik masa cuti raya hari tu? Ada sesiapa yang missed pigi rumah terbuka saudara dan sahabat handai? Kesian... Tida dapat rasa ketupat la tahun ni kan. Tapi tidak apa! Cuba lah tanya kalau-kalau ada kawan atau saudara mara yang mau buat open house lagi.

Tahun ni, saya beraya di rumah kawan baik saya, Sabariah, nama kampung saya lupa. Kampung cenderakasih kot! Yang pastinya di Likas.  Haha..tp memang best la sebab rendang daging dia sedap!! Tersangat sedap sampai saya boleh buat 2nd round untuk makanan sama. Tapi yang sedihnya, makmur cornflakes dia tiada tahun ni. Sebab dia busy buat order orang lain. Untuk saya dia lupa...hahahaha! Kalau kamu mau order dari dia pun boleh juga tu... Saya tiap tahun memang order kuih / biskut dari dia tapi untuk Hari Krismas laa...

Lama tidak jumpa Sab sebab dia cuti beranak. Nama princess dia Alesya..Nama Panggilan Shasha... ;) bulat mata dia

Lepas dari rumah Sab, baru lah ke rumah aunty di kampung. Tidak juga banyak rumah yang saya sempat lawat, tapi makan tu..astaga....! Kalah makan sebulan punya... 

Di rumah Aunty Liam, bersama dengan Datuk Jahid Jahim yang juga uncle kami :)

Kami adik beradik dengan mama yang begitu teruja pakai baju raya

Bah... Ada juga self portrait yang trip cute 

Apapun, semoga raya tahun ni semua dengan cerita gembira saja ok! Tak mo sedih-sedih...

Sekali lagi, maaf zahir dan batin kalau-kalau saya ada silap dan salah. Bagi rumah saudara mara yang tidak sempat saya lawati, maafin ya. Kalau boleh, buat la open house lagi...hehehe

Til next entry, babai...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

Akhirnya syawal tiba dengan gembira. Travel&Sing juga ingin mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan hari raya aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.